lipstick smudges

17 female,taNnEd ChIndiAn cos of netball.changed my brand of whitening cream from hazeline snow to garnier!i kinda like e lemon essence in it.o man i sound like a bimbo!hahaDesigner


Thursday, August 14, 2003

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hey yA'll..i panicked like mad yesterday when the "worm"virus hit my comp!stuPid KaZaA..made my heart beat GooDeBup GOOdeBup so fast!But with the help of my fellow classmates i found a remedy for it..phew.NICk made a good joke during biO today...its one of those rare moments when he makes a joke that you can genuinely laugh at.haha..YOur one step up the ladder NicK hehehe.feel kinda lost without kazaa..its like my comps incomplete without it..but im kinda scared to download songs now cos of e papers that reported that the authorities are taking actions against pple who do it!YIkeS!scAReD!hmm..can;t believe one year of college is comin to an end..really hafta focus and make it thru this yr.writing this makes me want to get back to my work NOW!o no..k i better go then..
thought out by Rachel at 10:45 PM


Saturday, August 02, 2003

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i used thewhitening mask that stacey and serene gave me on my bday...actually it was quite cooling..BUUUUUUUTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT when i had to take it out man!i felt as if all my minute facial hair was being pulled out of my face at one go!OucHIes!!sI bei PAin !!!i dunnoe whats wrong with my blog!!the pics arent showing!and so is my template piC!hmmPh!but im a sucker at it..dun even know how to link or have my own photo galleryLESLEY!!you have to teach me!!SomEoNE!!PlEaASEeee!hehe
thought out by Rachel at 6:44 PM

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i am finally updating my blog...im so sorry bloggie dear..have been neglecting you!!haha...aiyo quite a bit has happened over the course of what...july 6th minus aug 2..27 days!sigh..had my fair share of heartaches and feelings of euphoria,feelings at extreme ends.i Am finally 17!!actually i dun feel any different.thanks for all e lovely presents guys!(wax,val,por huay,amanda,noraini,jason,charles,nazir,santhosh,serene,stacey and of course,ellai!)and to those who wished me happy bday!haha.hey ellai,thanks for making me feel like a queen on my bday man.never met such a generous guy apart from my dad n my bro.haha.oh yea..that night my family brought me to LAWRY'S for stEak.that was some dining experience man!!all e chefs and waitresses sang me a bday song!i was damn touched cos my bro arranged everything!and i scored my first and only goal at strip benty on my bday despite playing it for 3 wks!!yay!oh Oh..and when i went to NYDC there was this eurasian lookin waiter that kept having eye contact with me and smiling at me some more!i must admit i was damn happy la...it was really a cheap thrill for me but i enjoyed it!Hehe.
Took my GP exam today..o man i think i aint going to do well for my compre!!aHhhhhhh!!after that i went galaventing in town wit serene ellai vanessa n janice .and i bought this cool t shirt at far east for 12 bucks.i think i'll wear it tmr.")hmm.. really have to start doing my own runs soon...or maybe even nOW!my legs are getting flabby..i am becoming a fatty bom bom!!!!!!noOooo.i decided to climb 20 storeys everyday to my hse after comin back to sch..so far i have done that for one week.keep it up rachel!but im eatin like one bloody glutton shykes!!my efforts are being wasted...luckily netball trn is startin..once a wk thing.on mon we'll be playin tennis!yAy!o ya had netball trials yest and truthfully i only think 2 have potential to be in e team.man im really worried for e team nxt yr.i hope that there'll be gd players comin to ac man..will really miss e present j2's.honestly,after 7 yrs of netball,i love this team the most.all e best in your prelims dearies!!
thought out by Rachel at 5:54 PM


Sunday, July 06, 2003

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I WON't WORRY

I saw fireworks from the freeway and behind closed eyes I cannot make them go away
Cause you were born on the fourth of july, freedom ring
now something on the surface it stings
that something on the surface it kind of makes me nervous who says that you deserve this
and what kind of god would serve this? We will cure this dirty old disease
if you've got the poison I've got the remedy

the remedy is the experience. It is a dangerous liaison
I say the comedy is that its serious. Which is a strange enough new play on words
I say the tragedy is how youre gonna spend the rest of your nights with the light on
So shine the light on all of your friends because it all amounts to nothing in the end.

I wont worry my life away.
I wont worry my life away.

I heard two men talking on the radio in a cross fire kind of new reality show
Uncovering the ways to plan the next big attack
they were counting down the days to stab the brother in the be right back after this
the unavoidable kiss, where the minty fresh death breath is sure to outlast his catastrophy





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dance with me, because if you've got the poison, I've got the remedy

the remedy is the experience. It is a dangerous liaison
I say the comedy is that its serious. Which is a strange enough new play on words
I say the tragedy is how youre gonna spend the rest of your nights with the light on
So shine the light on all of your friends because it all amounts to nothing in the end.

I wont worry my life away.
I wont worry my life away.

When I fall in love I take my time
There's no need to hurry when I'm making up my mind
You can turn off the sun but I'm still gonna shine and I'll tell you why
Because

the remedy is the experience. It is a dangerous liaison
I say the comedy is that its serious. Which is a strange enough new play on words
I say the tragedy is how you're gonna spend the rest of your nights with the light on
So shine the light on all of your friends because it all amounts to nothing in the end.

I wont worry my life away.
I wont worry my life away.

-JASON MRAZ-
I wont and I wont and I wont
thought out by Rachel at 6:42 PM


Monday, June 16, 2003

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today i saw glen ong with jamie yeo and her family at jack's place..e one at MS..aiYo...they are reaLLy together!and.....Jamie yeo's brother is so HOt!i purposely sat in a position where i could have an unobstructed view of hiM(this makes me sound like some stalker but i couldnt help IT!)HE looks like e younger version of LeSlie KWoK!!!!So GORGEOUSSSSSSSSSSSS!!His smile was so....addictive..oh and i felt that it was rather silly that they only served the father's day speciaL!and we were supposed to get pralin chocs (part of e meal)..GUEss WHat>>??e staff told us that the chocs were finished and that they'll give us something else in replacement.so i thought they were going to give us a cake or something...you know what rubbish they gave us in PLace of ChocolateS??????????????????????????/TISSUE BOXES!!stupid ah!!i just couldnt believe e service.Before dinner i played tennis with my mummy at TEmasek Club...actually i think tennis is just a wonderful wonderful game.i wish i was like a pro player..its like one sport that you can play at old age.i can;t see myself playing netball when im an old folk.i would have to call 13 other grannnies to play a proper game.and i obviously wont be agile enough to jump so much and my eyesight will just ebb away..and there'll be a tragic end basically.
thought out by Rachel at 12:06 AM


Saturday, June 14, 2003

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I'm so excited about tmr!!!!Serene's staying over at my hse tmr!!YAY!First i"ll be going to town with my mommy and her friend then serene wil prob meet me there...tHen we're going to ZARA to Sho p SHop SHOP!!OOOOoooooooooooooooo i really love the clothes there!!i cannot stop thinking about the clothes...Stacey and i were trying out the clothes last sunday..and from then on..it's been the only thing on my mind..well not the only thing yea ..you get the idea..LAter we'll be going to e barker auditorium to watch 12th NIgHT!!I can;t wait to see dhaNIa do hetr Thang on stage!.YOu GO gIrL! hmm...have been trying to study EFFECTIVELY but..haiyo..dun think ive done much.I need someone to push me.i keep getting distracted by my comp and calls.Have to put a stop to it soon..oh no...the thought of it is makin me guilty..k,im logging off noW!!HAhah
thought out by Rachel at 1:00 AM

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PRAYER

Prayer is the answer to every problem in life.It puts us in tune with the divine wisdom which
knows how to adjust everything perfectly.So often we do not pray on certain situaions because form our standpoint,the putlook is hopeless.
But nothing is impossible with God.Nothing is so entangled that it cannot be remedied.No human realtion is too strained for God to bring about
reconciliation and understanding.No habit is so deeply rooted that it cannot be overcome.No one os sp weak that they cannot be strong.No one is so ill
that they cannot be healed.No mind is so dull that it cannot be made brilliant.Whatever we need or desire,if we trust God,He will supply it.If
anything is causing worry or anxiety,let us stop rehearsing the difficulty and trust God for healing,love and power
thought out by Rachel at 12:41 AM


Tuesday, June 03, 2003

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aCjC neTbaLL teAm



thought out by Rachel at 11:53 PM

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pHotograpHy lectUre..Oops i meant math lecture..


at e EsPlaNade wIth From left Dhania,shu min Nic a



thought out by Rachel at 11:16 PM


Friday, May 30, 2003

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O man..i felt like a dumbass today man.I didnt even know that i needed an official timer to time my 2.4km run for NaPfa!i asked Ellai to time my run and aletheia's.And we almost died when Miss tan said that it cannot be counted!!!!AHHH!!! In e end,we did our five items first and then our run..can't believe i ran 4.8 today man.O yea, i know it's a bit late but didn't make it to e top for e netball finals.We lost by six but we won HC in e 3rd and 4th quarter.Our 2nd quarter was e one tt killed us.But nevertheless i enjoyed e game very much and didn't feel that sad,really.The ruGGers were such sweeties trying to distract the HC shooter but tt girl is really sharp la.haha.and did i mention tt she's bloody tall too?haha.THe AC suPPort was fantastic.Serene and Co were screamin their lungs,hearts ,brains out!! tHat night her voice was just so huskily sexy.hahah.THANKS BABE! o YEa,tmr's e rugby finals and i'm damn excited!GOOOO YIWEN!!! ok i better get back to my work it 2.20am n im supposed to complete my GP hmwk................sIgh
thought out by Rachel at 2:24 AM


Friday, May 23, 2003

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SERENE!!!yOU're really really my bestest Buddy man..ThanKs for counting my percentage early in e morning and standing in e hot sun whilst doing my second set of shOoting.You;re e coolEst girl in e World la...hahaha ")ANd i'm damn happy cos e whole SC combi is comin for e netball finals and my classmates will be excused from ProJect woRk and all dat!!!YAY!!!!!!! O MAn, I reaLLy wanna Kiss e GolD medal on MOnday!!!!!!!!! o man,my life is really all abt netball now.i'm so neglecting my work now...thank goodness we'll be released after chapel on mON!will be going to ChuRCh with Janice a.k.a our SeCret wEaPon of e TeaM!quite excited abt that.hopefull there'll be an inspiring sermon that'll spur me on for mon's game.can't believe it's our last match...hopefully it;ll be e best.o yea.had gp test and i think it was a bit better than e education package.anyway,im glad its over .will be missin math test on mon but hopefully i wont have to retake.......ok la..think tt abt it for today..going to sleep already.quite tired.
thought out by Rachel at 10:31 PM


Wednesday, May 21, 2003

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TOdAY's such a bEautiful day..it's so good that i don;t know where to start.it was our semis against AJC..i was so darn tense and nervous and i was so afraid of losing today's match...but jasbir was so sweet to sacrifice his recess to prep me up for e game .hey jas,hope you won't get into trouble with havi ") o yea..have to reaLLy thank my friends:EllAi ,Bertrand,Jason, Uma,Stacy,Kamini anD SeRene for comin down and last but not least the councillors that really spurred us on throughout the game by cheering so enthusiastically.THANK YOU!the netballers really wanted to start the first quarter with a BANG! and boy did we make some noise!but erm..we kinda slackened in e 2nd and 3rd quarter...OoPs!at oNe point of e game i was kinda worried that AJC might just catch up with us but thank GOd that didn't happen.GOd was with us every step of e way...he was our eighth Player.HE has set this race before us and have brought us thus far.and if we're meant to win on MOnday against Hwa Chong,it'll happen if not,that's part of his plan and we'll graciously accept it.Whatever it is we're going to put up a strong fight.It's really e last leg of e race.I'm so glad we're in e finals.what a relief!at least we've maintained last yrs standard regardless of whether we'll win or lose to HC.O man my life has been revolving around netball for the whole month.I'm totally neglecting my studies man.ShYKes.i Have a GP test on fri and i only read 3 pages.i"m doomed!and i'm going to watch e matrix tmr wif my darling friends! YAY!havent been going out man....i will sleep well tonight cos of today's win ") yiPpee
thought out by Rachel at 9:09 PM


Friday, May 16, 2003

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StRaNDeD

You know it only breaks my heart
To see you standing in the dark alone
Waiting there for me to come back

I'm too afraid to show

If it's coming over you
Like it's coming over me
I'm crashing like a tidal wave
That drags me out to the sea
And I wanna be with you
And you wanna be with me
I'm crashing like a tidal wave

And i don't wanna be
Stranded, stranded, stranded, stranded

I can only take so much
These tears are turning me to rust
I know you're waiting there for me to
come back

I'm to afraid to show

I miss you, I need you
Without you, I'm stranded
I love you so come back

I'm not afraid to show

~PLUMB~

thought out by Rachel at 12:08 AM


Sunday, May 11, 2003

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today was a shitty day for me in e netball arena.I just couldn't focus and get my act together at all...my shots were so bad.they kept hitting the rim and bouncing out.Somehow i feel so affected by today's performance that i find it so difficult to get back my confidence.But whatever it is i have to get it back by monday cos thats my next match.I need to seek some form of inspiration.Miss tan was really nice about it.In fact she was very understanding and comforting.Anyway,the rest of the team played superbly well especially when it came to the defence.My mommy was really sweet too.She told me that i didnt play as badly as i thought and that i didnt miss that many...that cheered me up a little.After an afternoon nap i went downstairs to e netball court to practice 400 shots.it helped a little.netball is all i can talk about today cos thats e only thing on my mind..............................
thought out by Rachel at 2:23 AM


Tuesday, May 06, 2003

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played my 1st match against TJC...was a fairly good game.more like a warm up match but the team felt that we could do better.o ya checked out some of hwa chong players and they are SUPER tall! they are girls who can still grow at 17/18!! i wish i could just insert springs in all e legs of e AC players and then the shooters can just dunk e shots in..whOa that'll be something eh..ooPs i think i'm a bit off here ..me and my imagination.in just 3 wks it'll be all over..kapOOp,gErO.so i really hope we can end e season well witHout any rEgRetS..schOols getting rather mundane apart from netball..sometimes i just feel like going to poly.aCtuaLly i think i wanna be like a human resource director or something like that or work in soemthing related to public relations.hmm..i think i'm going to bed now..so tired after the match..haven't even packed my bag for trn tmr..
thought out by Rachel at 12:44 AM


Sunday, May 04, 2003

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went out today with my sec school friends to catch x men 2!!!GO CATCH IT ASAP!!!boughta pair of pants for $29 at far east..whoa i'm darn tired right now...but i've gotta do some project work research for e sake of my a level results..does e gov really think that creativity can really be promoted thru this??It's just adding stress to our short life..hmm.tmr's my match against.surprisingly i aint nervous at all but don't get me wrong ,i dont feel overconfident either.i'm just leaving it to God's mighty hands to carry us through.ok thats all for now...
thought out by Rachel at 7:47 PM

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I SAID A PRAYER FOR YOU TODAY
I said a prayer for you today
and i know God must have heard.
I felt the answer in my heart
although he spoke no word.

I didn;t ask for wealth or fame-
I knew you wouldn;t mind
I asked him to send you treasures
of a far more lasting kind

I asked that he be near you
at the start of each new day,
Togrant you health and blessings
and friends to share your way.

I asked for happiness for you
in all things great and small
But it was His loving care
I prayed the most of all!

thought out by Rachel at 1:36 AM

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..e NEtball season is startin On mOnday....AHhhHHh..i"m overwhelmed with anxiety yet i can't wait to get on with it.REaLLy REaLLy REaLLy hope we'll really go out there to conquer every single team With the help of e Good Lord.I have to say that i've never been this happy in a netball team..Everyone is such a dear even our coach ms tan.The more i talk about this the more determined i feel.Hopefully i won't be a kan chiong spider during my matches..gotta be cool calm and focused...man, i hope like 75% or above of my shots go in.I'm really proud of Phaelyn cos she's really come a long way.she's improved so much so fast.You go Girl!GoinG to miss e J2's so muchie much once e season is over..siGh..
thought out by Rachel at 1:16 AM


Sunday, April 27, 2003

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Hey All! I am tremendously overjoyed too see my pics In OperaTion!!normally it'll come out as an irritatating X so i decided to neglect my webbie for such a long time.Lesley must have helped me with it..Thanks Babe.Today was such a fun filled day.l.went out wif serene to get dhania's present.you know that Mogu pillow??It's such a shiokable pillow to Hug..really hope she'll like it.but i don't understand why it's so expensive!!After that serene and i had an adventure on our way to dhania's hse.we missed the stop and we were LOST!!We walked to and fro with not knowing where exactly we were going!Eventually we reached our destination,phew..met up wif some of my ex sch mates from IJ.We brought the house down with all e noise we made.But the highlight of e day was Dhania's gorgeous cousin!!!Istill can picture his face in my head.hahah.I'm really glad to have Dhania as a friend,truly blessed.I know she'll always be there if i need comfort n strength.I'll never forget the time tt she cheered me up after losing e netball finals last yr.I took e loss real bad but e next day she empowered me with her motivating words to accept the loss and to move on.after all,it's just a game.I'm just glas shes in AC too.Heya Dhania,thanks for being such a darling pal!i loVe Ya!
thought out by Rachel at 3:14 AM


Sunday, April 06, 2003

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will try to put pics up again later
thought out by Rachel at 7:47 PM


Sunday, March 23, 2003

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Ey Ey..ahem,i think i shall start with a brief introduction of my self yah?
I'm Rachel, some people call me RaCHEL tHOMAS at one shot, others,Miss Thomas or just Rachel,which i prefer.
I'm a pure bred ChinDiaN and i'm damn proud of it.If i were influential enough i'll make my own language-CHINDESE!")
Right now,i feel like a roasted duck after training in the Sun for 4 HOT HOT days...OUchIes!But hopefully my remedy(HAZELINE SNOW WHITENING CREAM)
will abracadabra my burnt skin to become fairer! I've been a convent girl for 10yrs of my life...CHIJ Kellock to CHIJ TOA PayOh.Presently I'm a member of ACJC,a.k.a acsian.It's one college that's filled with so much life and exuberance.I guess that's why i enjoy going there.I'm takin Bio Chem and mathand sometimes i just feel like changing the gene structure of my brains so i could become THE GURU OF KNOWLEDGE and earn biG buckS...whoa..that'll be something huh?i dOn;'t understand why the hell we learn silly topics in math like THE ELLipSe or some shit like that when we so won't apply it in our future careers?!

Now,i'm going to tell you what i like.I know you didn;t ask but i'm going to tell ya anyway..
I have a weak spot for chOcolates..OoOOooo...i simply can;t resist them especially those with rich fillings...OOh La LA!!!
I loVe aRjuN rampal!! i think he's the hottest indian alive..haha..and he bought hus wife a Jaguar for her bday..how SweeT!
My FamiLy is very impt to me cos they play an immense part in my upbringing and they are always there when i need someone to fall back on!
Last But not one bit least iS GoD..If it weren't for him,i wouldnt be here to experience the beauty of life and all it;s wonders...
Sometimes i feel really guilty cos when the going is good i tend to neglect Him and only remember Him when i;m in another dilemma.
I guess that's one of e selfish side of me that i have to work at right now.

Yup,that's abt it for my intro..i know it ended becomin far from brief..OOpsie..")
thought out by Rachel at 7:27 PM